Was It?

Was it yesterday we run and compete together?

Was it yesterday we seek for our own dreams?

Was it yesterday we wake up and share all the good bad things?

Was it cold just to pass like strangers and pretend not knowing?

God knows how I feel, but I am happy for you.

Even if I can't understand what we are doing right now.

Was it yesterday we were in the same room?

Was it yesterday you catch my eyes but it feels plain?

Was it yesterday you saw me from the corner but kept talking to other?

Was it yesterday the food turned cold and taste bland for no reasons?

God knows how you feel, terribly awkward but life must go on.

You don't have to understand, you just need to walk away and start new page.

Let's stop the madness, nothing can make you higher,

nobody can comfort himself and only yourself will understand the most,

put the shoes on, outside of the room is still raining, 

never mind don't keep calling coz it will be sunny soon,

sooner or later, it is only sorry and thanks we can keep saying,

it happens no matter how, don't stuck and good luck.  

 

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Imperfection

All people has many flaws,

We have scars, wounds and weakness,

We come from many stories,

Trauma, hatred, inheritance, loss,

We always want all of these to disappear.

Some people cover them,

some people try to get rid of them,

some people are frustrated of them,

some people are lying about not having them,

we are ashamed and fear of them.  

Imperfection is always imperfection,
The way you understand where they come from,
The more you think you have troubles,
Trouble in yourself, in your action, in your soul,
Aching your heart and distracting your mind.

I want to be friend with my imperfection,
Get along with it and don't want to let it hurt,
I want to be a partner of my imperfection,
To love them so they can overcome the reality,
To make them tough and become my uniqueness.

I want to overshadow my imperfection with my happiness,
When I feel happy everything is fine for some time,
I want to tell people about my friend imperfection,
Because when people understand they will tolerate it,
But who am I and my imperfection to begin for?

Imperfection said it is a reality you cannot change,
Imperfection said when people know people will find my weakness,
Imperfection said it will last forever inside me,
Imperfection is always be there and nowhere to go,
Imperfection is sealed inside me and die within me.

So I understand imperfection,
hugging my imperfection, looking into its both eyes,
Telling imperfectio  everything is just fine,
We will be okay, because it has me, and I have it,
because together, imperfection is me too.

Always be me and it's me,
Imperfection and what I want, we are no different,
If I love myself I love imperfection,
And if I hurt myself I hurt my imperfection,
So imperfection, stay with me, you will always be me.

The road is still long way to go,
Let's go together and we see the sunrise,
Let's go together and we see the sunset,
There are many beautiful things we can see together,
Hold my hands, we will find all the way until the edges of the world!

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