Lilac The Thousand Blossom Goddess

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Spirit Within The Swirling Storm

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Golden Time

Yo readers!

It has been a long time I do not write any review about anime. Gomen ne~

I watch less than past 6 months. Well, university life is not a big deal to watch so much new anime. So I watch three from 2 seasons. It's tearing lols~

But don't worry, I am watching a good one, so check it out!

Episode count: 24

Genre: Comedy, Romance

Plot:

Kaga smacks Mitsuo with the roses, funny part lols~

Tada Banri, a new freshman of a college in Tokyo meets Mitsuo, a new friend in law faculty. In the first day of their university, they lost their way to get into the building where the university should be. But after having the right way, suddenly a car stops beside them and come up a beautiful girly girl, Kaga Kouko. Kaga Kouko congratulates Mitsuo and brings him a bouquet of roses. But suddenly everything turns to hell, Kaga smacks Mitsuo with the bouquet and blames him on why he doesn't tell her the truth where he goes and moves. Mitsuo who is being offended in front of public keeps arguing with Kaga who is identified as his childhood friend.

Kaga bullies Oka

The story comes up with a bad manner and behavior of Kaga Koko who is always sticking up to Mitsuo and having no other friends besides him, while Mitsuo is trying to run from his reality which is stacked with Kaga Koko who claimes him as her fiancee. Things turn worst when Mitsuo claims that he doesn't like Kaga as a lovers, and he decides to find his own who is Oka Chinami, a friend who is in the same film group. Kaga who is offended by Mitsuo words, she bullies Oka Chinami as a plain, flat girl who is no match with Mitsuo. Mitsuo scolded Kaga and badmouthed on her behavior which strikes Kaga. 

Tada Banri

Banri who is watching along these conflicts, he starts to pity Kaga who is actually losing her own manner, easily lost control and actually unreliable. Banri tries to help Kaga to reveal her true nature and about her own feeling what she should chose to be. Along side of that, Mitsuo who likes Oka can't tell the truth, because Oka's nature style who is child alike and avoiding the truth having love inside of her.

The climax later takes on Banri who is actually losing his soul and having amnesia, after having strong bond wiith Kaga and friends and reaveal himself ever loving Linda, a senior in his university as old lover.

Well, the story is complicated but smoothly told inside the story, pretty good and so much laughable. It's easily understandable and the plot is told exactly between Banri's past and present.

Worthy to be watch for those who like romance and comedy.
Make it a try~

Thanks for reading~    

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End of The Exam, Welcome Christmas, New Year and Future

Yo readers~

It has been a long time I did not write anything. Sorry, don't be upset, I am still using on this blog, although it is so much business, and I can't help it. 

Yesterday was the last final exam ahahahaha *(u can describe my face above, it is so much alike), my head feels like want to explode. Pooooffffss!!! I am taking law faculty since July. It's so much shocking, a person like me  ended up into law. It's a pretty harsh life here, but of course I won't regret on anything what I have chosen, it's an absolutely consequence. Talking about justice, inhumanity, human rights, laws and orders, nation, people and heroism, they are here in one package, what I learn, what I am crunching on, it is not as easy as I thought. But I am OK, I face it with head held high. 

End of exam, I am planning to go back to home town on 24th of December, wew sounds awful on Christmas eve? Lols~ Don't worry, it's a morning flight. Well, let's talk about 2013 then. I graduated from my high school, leaving my hometown, having my university life, meeting lots of new people, adapting to new atmosphere, etc. This year is a total breakthrough, I am leaving home, leaving all those bond inside of the family to reach up one purpose, to get better future by educating myself. Thanks for my parents, they give me permit and so much support I can't mention one by one. My old friends are gathering in hometown, after my arrival, there should be so much meeting, parties and gathering. Can't wait for that.

Besides that, things I haven't achieved so far.. Hmm.. Should I talk about this? Can we just skip it? Ok.. I haven't found a good mate, I haven't been shaped into good person either spiritually and physically. I still recognize less friends, torturing myself in material of study, less traveling and adventuring just like I did last year. Poor me. May be I have to make new resolution for next year. 

My boarding house sounded so crowded just now, everyone is fleeing and go back to home, nah I still need wait for 2 days (=______=) pleaseee.. Actually I don't really really miss my hometown, but my dad forces me to go home badly. So I decide to go home. They miss me.. They are missing me from up to toe. Lols~

I miss'em too, but sometimes I feel so guilty, I mean.. I come back still with blank hands, I haven't finished my study, I have just started oh mom, dad.

Okay forget about that part, I want to go back happily. At least I don't need to worry so much about the boredom of food here. Tasteless, mostly fried and flat. Hahahaha~ Don't blame me, I am not originally here. Future is so much scary, heartbreaking, unpredictable but adventurous --> I get this line from a song, which song? I forgot, sorry. But no worries, I want to enjoy it, if it is possible, not to enjoy it alone next year, but if it is not possible I am OK too. Lols~

Talking about my situation now.. Someone out there is missing me.. And when I go back, that one will say something. Someone is waiting on the bus stop, but the bus hasn't come so far, sometimes the door opens, sometimes it closes itself, still not balanced. Someone is still watching, even that one watching, that one can't forget the smirking past. Others are unidentified, others are nowhere. And here I am, writing on everything for some moments and passionately. It's not that easy to handle such thing, sometimes I am confused of myself which one is the right one. It's like a game, but with full responsibility. Let's see what will happen next.  

Just hoping for better grades,

better meet with others,

better bonds inside me,

better laugh and smiles,

better all around of life,

Thanks for reading =D      

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Breaking Cup

Baby, I have been praying hard
But the tears never stop until this day
Should I watch it burn?
Or should I watch it sink?

Baby I have been trying hard
Not to cheat and leave you behind
Should I end it up?
Or should I crush this today?

Baby I have been playing hard
to stay clean, to freeze up all smile
to others so the vow flows up
Or should I die on a misery?

Baby I have been losing sleep
Not to think about others but you
To do the right things and plans
Should I say stop for the ride?

Say no more green light
Say no more love deal
Say no more feel and truth
You could lie, you could lie

I want your throat ripes up
So no more words come up
watch it out! watch it out!
Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!

Please don't let the light darkens
Please don't let it like flying ashes
I wish you could understand
I was doing what we told before

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Orang Baik Adalah Orang yang Paling Kesepian. Mungkinkah?

Baru-baru ini sering banget online Facebook. Mungkin saking gak ada kerjaanya setelah UTS yang cukup mengguncang otak. Sewaktu Penulis buka, ada news feed yang cukup menarik dari salah satu teman di Pontianak. Tulisannya begini:

"Psychology says, the person who tries to keep everyone happy 

often ends up feeling the loneliest."

Entah kenapa rasanya nancap aja di dada. Kalo diintrospeksi lagi, Penulis orangnya selalu win-win-solution, artinya selalu beri penyelesaian semua orang menang, yang penting mereka bahagia gak peduli Penulis bahagia atau tidak. Setelah direnungkan, yah siapa sih yang mau sendiri, kesepian? Apa lagi bukan di tanah kelahiran sendiri. Gak mau kan?? Rasanya yah seperti aneh aja sih, kenapa orang baik balasannya cenderung tidak menyenangkan, bahkan sudah ada hasil penelitiannya. Bukankah memenangkan semua orang adalah hal baik seperti menjatuhkan hukuman yang setimpal kepada seorang terdakwa sesuai kemampuannya dan sama dengan keinginan si korban? Bukankah itu yang diidam-idamkan masyarakat secara menyeluruh? Apakah hal seideal ini adalah hal yang buruk?

 

Di lain sisi Penulis juga sadar, semua hal ada pengorbanan, baik secara psikologis ataupun material. Jika yang satu senang mungkin ada yang lain tidak senang. Entah jalan pikirku yang bermasalah atau memang hidup demikian. Jika Penulis masih tetap mempertahankan sikap demikian (win-win-solution) kepada orang lain, apakah selamanya tidak ada satu pun orang yang memperhatikanku? Bukan bermaksud mengharapkan imbalan, tetapi semua orang kan berhak untuk dihargai. Penulis tidak mau sendiri, itu sudah jelas, semua orang tidak ada yang mau sendiri, tak seorang pun! Tetapi di lain sisi, win-win-solution adalah jalan yang cukup efektif untuk Penulis menyelesaikan masalah.

 

Jika kebaikan hanya berujung keburukan, tidak kah orang sudah lelah menjadi orang baik? Lama-lama ya teringat juga guru agama SMA pernah bilang, "untuk ikut kerajaan surga dan sejalan dengan Bapa itu tidak mudah, dek. Tidak semua orang mampu atau bertahan dengan jalan itu. Ketika orang mencaci kamu, kamu musti diam dan memaafkan, ketika kamu dijahatin, kamu harus mengampuninya. Aku jadi guru pun mana mau de? Kalau dia mencaci tak ada alasan aku pasti sikat balik, mana tahan dek." Nostalgia banget kata-kata itu di pelajaran agama Katolik sewaktu SMA. 

 

Di lain sisi keingat juga mentorku pernah bilang,"manusia tidak dihadapkan dengan kebaikan saja tetapi kebenaran, sayangnya kebenaran pasti menghasilkan tidak hanya yang benar tapi juga yang salah. Jika seseorang menamparmu di pipi kiri, kebaikan mengajarkan memberikan pipi kananmu supaya ego si penampar terpenuhi dan ia akan merenungkan apa yang telah ia perbuat (konsep an eye for an eye), sedangkan dalam kebenaran jika seseorang menamparmu di pipi kiri, kamu tidak perlu berbuat sesuatu, tunggu hingga si penampar melakukan kesalahan, maka ungkapkan apa yang telah ia perbuat adalah merupakan salah, maka di saat itu juga ia akan sadar akan apa yang telah ia perbuat karena engkau telah menyerang dia untuk kebaikan." Hahahaha~ Menarik bukan? Yah, mungkin setelah dipikir-pikir win-win-solution tidak selalu efektif mengingat kedua konsep di atas. Tawaran yang selalu ideal, selalu sulit dilaksanankan. Tetapi Penulis memutuskan satu hal, win-win-solution tetap akan dipertahankan, cuma mungkin harus juga memperhatikan kebenaran, sama saja seperti menjadi wasit pertandingan sepak bola, skornya 2-3. Tetapi gol cetakan ketiga grup B seharusnya melanggar aturan, wasit menyatakan itu tidak sah, grup A puas wasit adil dan grup B puas mereka seri. Sederhana, tapi susah diterapkan....

 

Yah doain aja Penulis bisa jadi orang yang lebih baik lagi di masa mendatang. Terimakasih sudah membaca.      

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Hometown?

I put on my dream in this place
My motivation flips like a coin
When I step under new ground
They are asking where do I come from

It's a valley, it's an island
but it's a nice and warm place
Food is better, life is easier
But you question this native girl

How is the place, how is the life?
From A to Z you would like to know
From up to down it flows like a waterfall
Why does it matter where I come from?

My hometown is not small, it's big and green
It's a good place, it's a comfy place
If you know nothing then don't judge
 I had better describe what hometown you want

One day I swear to my hometown
The next time when my children's turn
They will be amazed because they was born here
 It's a great, rich and green, nor like to be now on

I swear for better day, I swear for better living
One day when I grow up, that place is not a valley
That place is a paradise of the world
Hometown is not mater hometown is not choice

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