A Little Light Note In The Dark

Five years ago, I am nothing

Nothing more than ashes and trashes

I wonder when I will be something

Precious, special and appraised

When people are on top

I am happy, I am impressed

Until I always try like the way they did

And where hopes and dreams come true

Now I am something

Adorable, interesting, with price and awards

Above of the commons,

Get out from a normal routine

I drive the bicycle and move the pedal

to somewhere I want to know

end up in certain amazing place

the edge of smile in my life 

Then, life is not the same as nothing

People watch, people adore, people like

A star which always shines so bright

Of course several things have to change

The most important and undetectable

The town with no people and living

Emptiness, loneliness, jealousy, fears

Cold, bold, difficult, ironic,backstabber

Now I am questioning

what is my point in the world?

I am a colorful piece of paper

but now blurred with stains

Everything is decreased, vanished

They destroy me,  they badmouth on me

They do it, they dance around my scar

burn, burn the anger, I cannot

Then I go somewhere I run to

A far away, out of their reach

a wrong way, cornered and hidden

And a new life is starting, begun

I feel more comfort although it is far

people who I can trust and rely on

although I love, I fear, I like, I fear

even though I fall, I wake up, I cry

Yes, I am better here

I can grow well and hope

Although I feel like the way is wrong

so wrong that I could not say anything

deep deep inside the core of my heart

someday the place you throw me

will be missed by me and went back

although I hate it so until now

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Life As A Rogue

In a trip of a rogue

There is no fears and limit

The ways he takes are always new

Nobody can tell what will happen

 

Future is always a secret

Past is an experience

Warmness is eating regularly

Trust is nothing to do with the life

Someday there won't be a place to stay

for a long time or forever rest

The feet urge to move to a certain path

Somewhere which feels of nowhere

Anxiety, worry and puzzling

He let those three things buried on the soil

deep deep under old trees of last forest

Sometimes it comes back when danger faces

 

A life of a rogue

A strong will and curiosity

Nobody can beat those bravery

May God blesses you and the day we meet comes

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Buta, Kelam dan Kamu yang Disandera

Sulit memahami hidup zaman sekarang
Ketika sistem di atas segalanya
dan yang di pentas adalah wayang
korban sebuah gerakan yang egoistis

Semua orang cuma ikut arus aman
Semua berjalan tapi tidak berkehendak
Semua punya tujuan tapi terselubung
Heran, itu semua dengan kesadaran

Saya hanya melihat dari sudut pentas
tapi ketika melihat ke belakang sana
Ada yang tertawa geli meilhat semua
Diam seribu diam, tiada yang lucu padahal

Mungkin asyik mengontrol ketakutan
Mungkin bahagia melihat orang berkerumunan
Tangannya bersih selepas menangkis tuduhan
Kata-kata bijak nan elok ia tuturkan

Wah bijak sekali saudara ini!
Wah hebat sekali sosok ini!
Kami menaruh harapan, kami menaruh asa
karsa, rasa, semua ditumpuk jadi satu

Kamu harus melihat ke belakang sobat,
orang ini paling keji dan bersimbah darah
Ia kutu loncat, juga serigala di balik layar
Orang ini calon penghancur masa depan
 

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Paper

1. Dilematis Nama Cina Bagi Warga Negara Indonesia Keturunan Asing
2. Sumber-sumber Hukum

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Esai

1. Pengajaran Agama Interreligius Sebagai Solusi Persatuan di Atas Pluralisme
2. Penertiban Pedagang Kaki Lima Kota Bandung

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Little Note of My Life Nowadays

Yo readers!

It has been a long time I do not post any latest info, gomen ne~ m(_ _)m

So recently started from last month and this month, I have been so busy with my mid-test, reading books and a little bit supporting my seniors in competition (but for this one, I don't think I help much, since I am a new freshman). Lately my room was so messy, I woke up early, went to campus, skipped my breakfast, had a king lunch, got back to campus, ran back to my boarding house, took a bath, went to campus again for PLDC. It sounds cool, doesn't it? Lols~

 

So let us rewind to last month! I guess I am pretty hopeless with my mid-test. Especially for Adat law and private law. The material was too difficult and perhaps I was not that good with it. Ah, let us say I was too lazy at that time. I also faced my boredom peak, not for PLDC but to all of my habit. In a week, I hanged out with my friends, I thought I was lonely, but it did not change anything. My friends and I were having a Suki party, but sadly I did not know why the taste was just so flat and plain. FOR ALL FOOD IN A WEEK. I was thinking hardly, what's wrong with me? I thought I was in frustating, the peak exactly, but I did not feel I was in under pressure, it felt like something was MISSING in my soul, something was GONE. And I found the answer, I lost my entity, I lost something called as FAMILY WARMNESS. Well, if you read some of my note when the first time I went to campus, I was pretty enjoying it, because I did not feel a home sick symptom, but here I was, I missed the way I used to be. When I could just sit down and eat together with Mom, Dad and Bro. It was not home sick, it was a loneliness to be truthfully spoken. 

So how did I manage it? After I passed my mid-test, I went to PLDC more often, went back boarding house in the dawn and the next day I came in the afternoon. At least, it cured some. Yeah, at least even I did not help my seniors so much, I guessed they managed to make me laugh and smiled, lols~ Thanks a lot for them!

Next story was my seniors' combat! So we went to another university for some debate competition. Sadly, we only managed to semi-final, the same achievement with last year. Well, in a  game, one should be a winner and one should be a loser. That was a big punch, you know why? I thought they might be the winner, at least second or the best should be the first. I meant, I watched them in the semi-final, and they were doing good. But again, my eyes were not Judges' eyes, probably the material or the method was not that good according to others views.

We hope, we really really hope next year will be brighter. I hope so much, and hopefully next year will be better. The next three days, I will have holidays, what should I do? May be I will start with tidying up my messy room. LOLS

That is for today little note, thanks for reading :3

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Pengabdian

Gerak pelan yang hampir terhempas dinginnya udara

Tak membuat tubuhnya gentar melawan arah jalan

Rambutnya putih perak, matanya empat terpantul cahaya

Matanya besar seakan tak termakan zaman,

Tanda begitu luas pengetahuan yang ia anyam

Aku sudah tua, aku tidak muda sirat nafasnya

Suaranya sudah bergetar tapi jiwanya tiga puluhan

Siapa bilang itu penghalang untuk mengabdi  demi generasi?

Generasi-generasi muda yang harus ditempa supaya jeli

Supaya Negara ini bukan sarang orang tolol yang buta dan tak peduli

Sayang dia tak semuda empat puluh tahun lalu

Seandainya ia, mengajar pasti tak akan lagi duduk terbebani

Mungkin gesturnya selincah penari sampai-sampai semua terpanah

Semua juga tahu beliau adalah legenda milik tanah air

Yang adalah saksi hidup dari Pertiwi berdiri sampai kini

Kata-katanya bagai mutiara dan leluconnya selalu pasti

Ajaran-ajarannya mencakup semua rahasia-rahasia dunia

Berupa nafas-nafas keadilan dan tonggak kepastian bermoral

 Harapannya cukup satu, katanya Negara ini harus maju

Dan pengabdiannya akan selalu abadi dan menyertai kami semua

  

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