Woman Trafficking

Tears fall so hard,

From those reddish eyes,

Watered hair, 

Swollen cheeks,

Narrow chin,

Naked body,

Claws among skin,

Like a broken doll

perhaps beauty in art, 

Dully in playful fact,

Why did she feel so upset?

Treated like a wet trash over rain

Nobody can cheer her up

Nobody dares to do so

Until she was so weak 

Beaten up by sorrow

Raped by agonies

Slapped by cruelty

The world should be blamed

She whispered, she murmured

what is woman rights?

Or what is human rights?

A fantasy in a dream land

A so called "nitey" dreams

A joke dreams of centuries

Then she laughed with tears

Indifferent with all her emotions

Enjoying pain and torturement

Until the body fight should be over

My chance to escape won't last

No longer, no longer, forever

Work, dreams, lies, placement, 

naive, locked, love beds, stranger,

Tore up, touched, smashed, sucked, 

Forcement, hard, hurt, hot, grapped,

Can't escape, no, try, cannot, fragile,

Screamed, louder, nobody, monster,

Bited, bleed, banged, bruised, bastard.

Sadness, Slave, unfair, home, hatred,

Freedom, smacked, killed, dirty, blood,

money maker, insane, rebels, failed,

Imprisoned, dark, fears, cried, hopes,

Repeated, failed, repeated, failed, done

Again, again that moment again, again

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Little Note, From Me, To You, Far Away

Hello,

The day turns colder here,

But I hope the heart is still warm

Mine is still bonded and bounded

because simply I carry your heart

No wonder everything turn different

Even five or twelve ticks time shows

Or ninety nine million miles far away

I still enjoy every little moment now on

Hello,

There we two, unmitigated, happy in being

speaking little, perhaps less than a paragraph a day

Things which happens are simple, tiny and erasable

But only eyes and heart can speak within 

feels either it is enjoyable or dreadful

Nevertheless, I will always cheer you up

Every day how our fingers type and move

two words, three seconds, one touch

chain of words we compose as our power

to keep strong and care each other

Hello,

of course it isn't easy and never be easier

love alters not with its brief days and weeks

it demands deep understanding and trust

A simply love seeker can't be this game

we are not betting, we are building

Do you remember what was your purpose?

To start over and over again no matter how boring it is

You know sometimes things are broken and bleed

But that's fine, you capture someone unlike the other

Things will always brand new and exciting.

  

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Recall of My Life

Hi readers, it has been a long time I haven't posted any update.

Recently I have been so busy with my mini-thesis. Time flies so fast, now I am an undergraduate student and hopefully next year I will be graduated. Such an exciting future, I really look forward of it!

Just now I have finished my chapter 3 of the thesis. It has been a tiring and long day..... I really wish a holiday or hang out, but my friends are busy nowadays with their proposal and I dislike to hang out alone :( So lonely~ But I think I have to bear on it since I slow down myself on my thesis, I have to catch the train.

Suddenly just now I was reminded by all my life time experience. I don't know sometimes I always imagine lots of things while doing some work. I recalled some incident in my life which ever put myself probably into almost dead. There were some I could remembered. First, when I was 2 years old, I was sleeping at my parents room, at that time there was a mass electricity construction in the town, all the town turned dark and my brother and I was was sleeping. My parents lighted up several candles while were searching for emergency light on down stair. I heard their echoes, they found the light and they blew up the candle and put the emergency light on the drawer, after that they went somewhere outside for something. When they got back, they were astonished because the candle was not well blew, it turned into fire and burnt the drawer nearby. The room was foggy, my brother and I did not realize it. it burnt tissues and other easily burnt items nearby. If my parents did not get home earlier, I don't think we were alive. 

Secondly, I crossed a road to my English course, I was so sleepy and dozed in the middle of street, a biker was so fast and suddenly stopped because he did not expect I was crossing. His bike was flew 2 meters up and he was falling back and the bike was in front my eyes, touched my knee. Luckily he tried to control it into right side and the bike stood well. I was so shocked at that time, people around the street was calling me. Glad that we were okay. I was scolded by the biker and felt very sorry at that time. He told me, "if you we crashed by the bike, I don't think you will be alive." After that I was rushing to the toilet and crying when I arrived in my course. LOLS, I feel so stupid.

Thirdly, when I was in high school, I had a team work in my friend's place. She was offering me to send me to her house by bike. I joined her and unexpectedly it was her first time to bike on the main street :') She was nervous, the bike was not stable, suddenly from behind us, two big container truck passed between us. The road was vibrating, my friend was nervous, she told me bluntly "win, I think we will fall down...". I just could not imagine if body was crushed by the two big truck. I did not know why, I kept so calm and I told her,.. "keep calm, slow down, we can make it." She was not listening I guessed and suddenly we moved to right side and my hair touched the truck. I fell like almost fall. I did not want to remember it again............ it was really really scary. My friend was speeding up at that time :'( glad that the truck slew down and we turned right at that time. Anw, the next week after that incident, my friend got a bike accident, I still remembered her cheek bone was cracked, glad that it was not a serious one................... She is OK now on, she is enrolling in a beautician class now in Jakarta.

Do you have same story? Just comment below if you have one :D

Let us recall some past time.  

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