Little Note of My Recent Thought

My last chamber has ended in the early of May. Well I am trying to fix my study, I think I have left lots of notes which stated redo, rewrite or anything else. The end of the chamber means not only my hard time has ended, but also a new era. Let me clear it, a new era means a new structure.

            I think too much nowadays and I do realize, the now of I, was influenced by so many layers of people. I used to be an ignorant, idealist, single-fighter, selfish, spoiled and easily arguing with people. As I rethink and rewind my time, I have changed a lot. Probably. I think twice before I talk, I do appreciate other rather than thinking about my own idea, I always listen to what people think and so on. In conclusion, I watch more than speak. Is it worrying? Or did I turn worse than before? I wonder.

            Get back into my point of view, to make it simple there is a girl who are trusted by so many people around her, and at that time people hope so much because at the last time, somehow they were disappointed. Not to mention, this trust is so different from any other last time, because the moment when this trust is not fulfilled in grace, these people will be in chaos and misery. Let me emphasize, they will be in nothing exactly. Once they trust, next they will not do the same, it is more than enough. So this girl realizes this situation, and if I were she, I would say it is such a risky time to be fought against.

            Take it or leave it, that is the easiest way to choose a path, but no wonder and wherever you want, sometimes a moral responsibility is binding, either it is unseen or unspoken. Now I was talking about this girl, what should she do? To make sure everything is alright and safe and sound, it won’t be easy, since these people are newbies and they have not been well-built. It is deeply difficult. So what will be the best choice? It is still in doubt.