Thursday, 17 November 2016
Today was a tiring day...........
I got my class so late and I also have to clean up my room, when I was done with my work, I took a bath, having my late lunch and slept. I was slept for 20 minutes, suddenly there was someone knocked my door. Oh it was my friend's boyfriend who gave me box of books. Okay, I was soo soo sleepy, and when he asked me what are you doing? Me.... Sleep...... and I closed the door after he finished giving my books, then I returned to my sleep.
Another knock came, and it was my friend who kept my box of books, she was moving to apartment and would like to say goodbye. suddenly I was astonished, she was crying in tears...........
I was laughing and tried to comfort her... "Hey, we will meet in campus everyday... you act so cute lols...."
She was flooded on tears until she lost her words... couldn't stop her tears, made her cheeks pinkish and so funny.I guessed only hug could comfort her... :')
I hugged her firmly, and she looked happier......
Well, after that good bye, I realized she really enjoyed her stay here. Well, I am glad now she grew well, the first time I knew her, she was scared of butterflies, lizard, public speaking, she was spoiled, having crush with my debate partner (a burning desire to be with him who she finds very attractive and extremely special lols).
She grows up to be more adult now... She got a boy friend with my debate partner (thanks to me and my team LOLS), she lives alone now which indicated she is independent right now. I hope she doesn't cry in my graduation. :D lols~
Monday, 31 October 2016
Tears fall so hard,
From those reddish eyes,
Claws among skin,
Like a broken doll
perhaps beauty in art,
Dully in playful fact,
Why did she feel so upset?
Treated like a wet trash over rain
Nobody can cheer her up
Nobody dares to do so
Until she was so weak
Beaten up by sorrow
Raped by agonies
Slapped by cruelty
The world should be blamed
She whispered, she murmured
what is woman rights?
Or what is human rights?
A fantasy in a dream land
A so called "nitey" dreams
A joke dreams of centuries
Then she laughed with tears
Indifferent with all her emotions
Enjoying pain and torturement
Until the body fight should be over
My chance to escape won't last
No longer, no longer, forever
Work, dreams, lies, placement,
naive, locked, love beds, stranger,
Tore up, touched, smashed, sucked,
Forcement, hard, hurt, hot, grapped,
Can't escape, no, try, cannot, fragile,
Screamed, louder, nobody, monster,
Bited, bleed, banged, bruised, bastard.
Sadness, Slave, unfair, home, hatred,
Freedom, smacked, killed, dirty, blood,
money maker, insane, rebels, failed,
Imprisoned, dark, fears, cried, hopes,
Repeated, failed, repeated, failed, done
Again, again that moment again, again
Thursday, 20 October 2016
The day turns colder here,
But I hope the heart is still warm
Mine is still bonded and bounded
because simply I carry your heart
No wonder everything turn different
Even five or twelve ticks time shows
Or ninety nine million miles far away
I still enjoy every little moment now on
There we two, unmitigated, happy in being
speaking little, perhaps less than a paragraph a day
Things which happens are simple, tiny and erasable
But only eyes and heart can speak within
feels either it is enjoyable or dreadful
Nevertheless, I will always cheer you up
Every day how our fingers type and move
two words, three seconds, one touch
chain of words we compose as our power
to keep strong and care each other
of course it isn't easy and never be easier
love alters not with its brief days and weeks
it demands deep understanding and trust
A simply love seeker can't be this game
we are not betting, we are building
Do you remember what was your purpose?
To start over and over again no matter how boring it is
You know sometimes things are broken and bleed
But that's fine, you capture someone unlike the other
Things will always brand new and exciting.