Showing posts from January, 2017

I Believe In You (PART 1)

Sungguh pun seburuk apapun hidupmu, pasti setidaknya satu kali Tuhan pasti pernah menghampirimu secara langsung. Entah menolongmu, memberikanmu kekuatan, memberikanmu petunjuk atau bahkan melindungimu dari bahaya dan petaka. Hanya saja ia tidak terlihat bahkan ia bisa saja berwujud orang lain yang tidak kamu kenal. 
Sungguh pun dunia tidak adil bagi keberadaanmu, pasti setidaknya Tuhan sudah memberikan rencana yang terbaik bagimu. Rencana itu tidak akan membuatmu bersedih sepanjang waktu, rencana itu adalah hal terindah bahkan mungkin wujud itu adalah sebuah kematian bagimu.
Sungguh pun kamu menganggap tidak ada yang mendengar suaramu, ketika kamu kehilangan pilihan dan merasa tak terlihat oleh siapapun, percayalah ketika kamu memohon dengan sangat begitu dengan frustasinya benak akal sehatmu, hingga ujung titik nadirmu bahkan mengeras bagai dingin menembus tulang, di sana Tuhan tidak akan membiarkan hambaNya tak berdaya, Tuhan akan hadir untukmu.
Tulisan di atas adalah tiga hal yang…

Wired Life

when my life turns 20s,
truths and fates wired me tightly, things go crazy and unpredictable, sometimes I scream for help, sometimes I puzzled of every steps.
I wait for somebody far away, praying for shorter wait, and prolong the meeting, to open a door of world and happiness, to whom I belong to and cherish for.
I crawl on thousand stairs, looking on misery and suffocation, and all my time lines are shredded by tears, and blood of dusty sincerity, This body can't freeze in the end I want to cut the rope of what is written
But who I am in the past and today? Merely a human with too much hopes and infinite vespers among day by day till we can see each other somewhere forever  let me escape from this destiny

let me breathe,
let me fly in freedom,
let me choose and determine my path,
what it is supposed to be, and it will be, will be, will be.

Once in this life time, one and only lend me your magic and blessings my dearly God, give me chance to help all those needed, to cheers all …

That Old Feel

I am flying with broken wings fading into shadows of disappointment How come I was left behind without you? With a sun still shines but the earth is frosting
All the little pieces of you turns cold and through the endless questions I got so tired too much terrible reasons with hundred emptiness with logic and arguments, they are heartless as rude as your heart and darker than black
Maybe someday you will wake up of nowhere remembering all the things we have passed missing something you used to feel and have When you try remembering where you could buy that feel you realize that pretty and warm taste was a dream
As you walk between the alley, breathing on my name That is called as memories and also fears of loneliness that is also glow of tears and crack of selfishness as the time stops and all turn into zero
Always remembered nobody will be there as the same as shiny as the old days.