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The Secrets Behind Your Face

Just a touch from your palms, I can read all your honest mind, Just a hug from your body, I can feel all the lies you hide behind, just a call from your intention, I can sense all the pride and boredom. All those secret can't be mention to me, like toying with water guns and balls, but you back stabbed on me all of sudden with knife. How dare, how bold, how disgusting, how ironic.....  Poor you, picking wrong dummy to be dumped for.  Tell me your scheme along the days, I want to know that cheap strategies you made, Playing with my anxiety and worries, Rolling on my insecurity, let me suffer up, Chained up the neck, tied up on the hips, What kind of pain do you seek for me? I have warned you to stay away Don't wait I get jealous bitches up I tell you, I used to all pains and prosecution You are wrong, hiding so much nasty lies too smart to cast a magic, too young to be trickster, my eyes are still aching and full of disbelief, my lips can't stop spitting on the stupidi…

Your Judgement

You look into my eyes deep in displeasing way, You judge me like those heathens with tons of despair, All my friends are the same and none of your taste, So what was the problem? You don't enjoy the ride with me. Rejection, objection, refusal, all you did to me, that watermark was described well on your face, but you pretend nothing happened and judge me twice a day, stay swallowing all your pride, abusing my position, thinking I am an outsider, a lower class muddy peasant. What you dislike is what I love the most in the mirror, My freakishness plays wild and attracts everyone closer, they will follow me, they will adore me, they will fall for me, they miss me even I am in a hundred thousand miles away, they do, they do, they hail, they hail, but will you do the same? You have trust issue, this is for real and the matter is not a fantasy, look at the skies, even the cloud laughs on my pathetic face, why should I maintain this maggot nest among the chest? tickling and biting ever…

The Hanging Man

I have ever seen those eyes, They were spacing out, with emptiness and sadness. To worry about crowd,  To prefer being left behind, sitting with darkness, playing with sorrow. Last time I saw them, after that those eyes were closed, sleeping in loneliness, cold and bold everyone was astonished when you were gone yes, when you were gone at last it becomes a regret,  a too late one to lend for a hand That watermark of your face, that sign of needing somebody, to be cared and to be loved, to be watched and to be understood. Where have you been? you asked If my life costed your awareness I will do it, so I can be remembered to be remembered as a tragedy to be remembered as an agony yeah, it is better than being forgotten that is what you whisper to me so dark, so helpless, so pathetic yet you were laughing, yet you were smiling at least you did it......... turning cold and lifeless by hanging your neck hovering in the center of the room to end your sick life to a rest seeking for peace, …