Tuesday, 29 January 2013

Kamisama, Onegai ga!

Dear readers, it has been a long long time I haven't written anything. Nowadays I am totally busy, our last national exam has come, really hate it! Well, I am not a type of lazy person who has no eager to study. For me I disagree with national exam system. How can you test students by only giving five lessons as the main test? What will happen to those who are talented in music, art or even sport? Do students become the victims of this system? We are memorizing three grades lessons, for such a reason government sets three months before test to study. For me it is ridiculous. Studying is so interesting as long as we are not memorizing the materials. This concept has made students to chase for points not the knowledge. This is a big problem of Indonesian education system I believe. 

Studying~ Studying~ Additional material and lessons everyday, I even lost my appetite for my dinner today, I skip it to read a book. Damn! By torturing students, government should open their eyes wider, this is a big problem! Many students in rural area still cannot pass this tests. Teacher teaches based on their knowledge, the distribution of books are not equal and we give the test equally. It's funny. Universities also pay a big attention for those who has highest score in national exam. I can just ruin out my report card for nothing as long as my national exam's grade is great, is it logic?? National exam does not make students to be best of the best, it is quite disappointing. Talented students are brain storming everyday because they should turn themselves into text-booking. 

Welcome to text-booking world~ Even you ask the representatives of Indonesia, they even do not remember what they have in national exams. I believe that what proves us to be best is our skill and talent, not how you can memorize three years material for five primary lessons.

 I will welcome the government to my side warm-kindheartedly. Welcome to democracy of education for better future, for better quality of generation!

Sunday, 20 January 2013

The Reason I love Cherryblossoms Is Because of You

Do u still remember one day when you ever said you love me? I was very happy that I could not breathe. I was lonely, shy and childish. There is no any word which can help me to be more mature. I am all alone, but you can see how attractive I am. I cannot describe it, how I was so exciting. But why do you leave me? It's because of my clumsiness and pride. I thought we are not in the same boat, I thought if we walk together, people would say bad things toward us. I was blind of my stupidity, totally a big stupidity. 

It turns to be a blind hatred. When you are serious with calling this as love, I scolded you with thousand reasons. One day my teacher ever said, you can have thousand reasons to reject people, and you can also have thousand reasons to love somebody. I realize how stupid I was. But it's too late.

One night I saw a cherry blossom tree. It sounds like your name, funny. I start to remember your name, remembering of all the experience, when you run and try to retreat when I catch your face. You have the same problem with me since the beginning. You try to confess but you are afraid of your appearance. But I receive you as you be although I do not say it out loud.
I really hope someday we can start this again. Someday, but I can't predict when it is. C:  

Wednesday, 16 January 2013


By: Egoist (Guilty Crown)

Saita nono hana yo
aa douka oshiete o-kure
Hito wa naze kizutsukeatte
arasou no deshou

Rin to saku hana yo
soko kara nani ga mieru
Hito wa naze yurushiau koto
dekinai no deshou

Ame ga sugite natsu wa
ao o utsushita
hitotsu ni natte
Chiisaku yureta
watashi no mae de
nani mo iwazu ni

Karete yuku tomo ni
omae wa nani o omou
Kotoba o motanu sono ha de
nanto ai o tsutaeru

Aa natsu no hi wa kagette
kaze ga nabitta
futatsu kasanatte
Ikita akashi o
watashi wa uta o
na mo naki mono tame 

English meaning:
The blooming wild flower
Ah, please tell me
Why do people fight
And hurt each other

The gallantly blooming flower
What do you see from there?
Why are people
Unable to forgive each other

After the rain, summer
Shifts blue hues to everything else
Becoming one
Swaying lightly
In front of me
Without saying a word

My slowly withering friend
What are you thinking of?
You don’t have words, but just by those leaves
You convey your love

The summer sun is hidden behind the clouds
Swayed by the wind
As the two overlap
I will sing
The proof that you have lived
For those without even a name